It's been Awhile

it's been awhile since i last posted on my blogger. the 'was' major reason is the laggy wifi.. but it is not a problem already since the utmwifi has much improved over the first year.

the 'now' major reason is that i find facebook more well connected and easily maneuver and hence forth switching into writing there. i guess when we are young, we tend to write alot to prove our indepth. however, when we age, words become shortened and paragraphs become lines. nowadays the facebook status is sorta like my diary. just the shortened version.

for the age of 20 of mine, not much achievements being done.. but i'm glad that i've hopped on the positive spirit. to be serious in studies as i realize i am not so down to earth in the past, and i realize being down to earth can see actually more than being up there. i've been trying to do everything seriously, being responsible. and i find that being responsible equals to gaining myself the everyday laughter. as i become more serious, i feel that i get a better grip of myself. getting serious is not about putting up the serious look on the face and act adult.. it's about knowing what's going on and knowing how to drive my life.

now i just hope for forgiveness from those that my previous 'naive-ness' had hurt. In terms of friendship, relationship and so on.

as i go on, i find that life is short. the next target is to get more pleasant character.. i don't want ended up with everyone 'bey syok' me. it's time to grow up.

lastly, i hope i can be a better person before i reach the age of 21. :)